My date with Midnight

21 years.

The last three years I have spent the midnight of my birthday with three different groups of people. Not a single person has overlapped the years. Take that as you want.

Moving on...

I have gained a lot of eye opening perspective in the last couple days leading up to my birthday. This whole "turning 21" thing has changed me and I know it really shouldn't, I really shouldn't feel any different because what's the difference between 7,664 days and 7,665 days? But I have changed, I do feel different.

I'm being more open. That's the difference. I'm saying "yes." That's the difference.

Want to go check out an abandoned insane asylum? Sure.

Want to go on this bike ride to somewhere you've never been and see whatever is around that bend in the road up there? Yep.

Want to go downtown for your birthday and hit up all the bars and get free drinks? I guess so.

Want to watch a sad sad documentary about life and love on your 21st birthday? Why not.


Live life. Live your fucking life. Say what you want to say. Love who you want to love. Do what you want to do. Be who you are. You know who you are. Don't let anyone tell you anything differently. So live. It shouldn't be that hard, yet it somehow always seems to be.

life

oh, by the way.

Birthday, tomorrow. This guy.

21.

This almost has of sense of a note to self.

That's sad.

Or something to tattoo on myself, so I can remember it.

That's awesome.

a movie of life

I haven't mentioned one of these in a while so...


Blue Valentine

a need

I have been in desperate need of a character for a couple weeks now. Something real that isn't a year or so away.

Today I got a couple characters: Brian from "The Shadow Box" and Torvald Helmer from "A Doll's House."

Now that's what I'm talking about.

It's good to be working again.

a day of days

Today consisted of...

Life changing events in my Acting Methods class...

A Shakespeare piece in Voice and Diction...

Seeing Black Swan...

And then meeting Eddie Jemison at Farmer's Market who told me to "get out" of acting.


Remember this day. Four positive things happened.

2011 Resolution

STREETCAR.

this next year

Spend the eve watching what I'm gonna be focused on for the next year and a half. And now I'm not going to watch it for the next year and a half.

HEY STELLLLLLLLLLLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!